Baba meri jaan,
Aap ko to yaad ho ga… aksar sotay may daronay khawab jaga diya kartay thay. Asay ma aap meray bistar kay sath baith jatay aur mujhay pyar say thapki detay howay dobara solah detay thay. Aksar ma apka hath pakar kar gaal kay neechay rakh kay soh jati thi, darr tha kahin
ma soh gai to aap chalay na jain. Phir asa din bhi aya jab Khuda ki raza say aap dur chalay gay, par baba, ye to batain itni dur ho kar bhi apko meri khabar kesay rahti hay?.?.? Kal raat hamesha ki tarhan khawabon nay ah kar daraya, phir achanak aap ah gai aur 3 kanch kay phool meray hath ma thama kar chalay gai… Baba bohat hiran hoi, apko abhi tak meri wo baat yaad hay kay mujhay phool pasand nahi... khubsorat to bohat hotay hain magar paidaar nahi... murjha jatay hain… Pyaray baba, ye kanch kay phool meray khiyaloon kay guldaan ma hamesha sajhain gay…
Aaj aap bohat yaad ah rahay hain baba jani… Yaad hay aik dafa, jab kisi ki shadi say ham saab ghar lautay thay? Ma aap ki godh ma baith gai aur aap say poochnay lagi, baba meri shadi kab karain gay? Aap nay galay laga kar bola, jab parh likh kar bari ho jao gi… Ma besakhta hasi thi (tab samnay kay do doodh kay daant nahi thay aur aab yahi sooch kar hasi ah rahi hay) aur phir pal bhar may is sooch nay ah girah aur apnay nanhay hathoon say aap ka chehra apni
taraf mutwaja kar kay poocha tha… ''phir to ma dur chali jaon gi baba, aap kia karain gay ? '' Tab aap nay kaha tha, ma jahan jaon gi aap meray sath jain gay… aur ma mazid hiran ho kar poochnay lagi, baba aap meray susral ma kia karain gay ?… To aap nay bari sanjidgi say sooch kar kaha, tumharay liye kahana banaon ga ! Ap ki ye baat sunn kar may behad kush hoi thi… 'maslah-e-kashmir' jo hal ho gia tha baba… Aab sharam atti hay, daykhain na kitni bari ho gai hoon…
Baba bohat piyaray din guzaray par pata nahi aaj wo akhri din kio rah rah kay sataah raha hay. Janay say aik mahina pahlay aap kis kadar bimar ho gai, kowat-e-binai bhi bohat tezi say jati rahi. Doctors nay jawab dey diya tha, aap ghar ah gai thay… aur ma sadah ki budhu samjhi aap theek ho gai hain !!! Baba ghar ma kisi nay bataya bhi to nahi aur shaid is may samajhdari thi unki. Aaj mujhay wo akhiri din bohat yaad ah raha hay ... aap TV kay samnay sofay pay baithay thay hamesha ki tarhan aur ma hamesha ki tarhan aap kay kadmo ma ah kar baith gai... Daykhna to mujhay TV hi tha par aap ko hirat say daykhtay howay meri ankhain bhar ain thi… Is bar aap daykh nahi TV sunn rahay thay... pahli bar meray pass lafz kaam par rahay thay so chup chap aap ko daykhti gai… Phir achanak, aap nay hath agay barhaya aur meray chehray say baal hata kar meray ansoo pooch diye aur phir kuch kahay begair sofay say taik laga kar chup chap baithay rahay… Par baba aap to daykh nahi saktay thay… aap nay kesay jana meri ankhoon may kia hay?.?.?
Dil say dil ko rah hoti hay… hay na baba !?!
Agar ye sach hay, to baba jab ma apki kabar apnay hathoon say dhooti hoon, kia apko mahsoos hota hay? Kia gulab ki pation ki mahak, aap tak jati hay? Wo jo 3 candles jalati hoon jin ki madham si roshni say meri ankhain jhil milati hain, kia apko dikhti hain? Taang nahi karain baba... Bataain na baba bataain na please baba please bata dain… !!!
Acha baba maat roain ma bhi chup kar jati hoon… pata kia baba, apki ladli jo hoon isi liye zidi hoon, badal to nahi sakti par baba sudhar zaroor gai hoon. Bas Baba bohat piyar hay aap say aur os say kahin zada Imaan hay mujhay apnay Khuda par. Aab aap jis ghar may rahtay hain wahan koi kami aur taklif nahi… Wahan to rahmatain barasti hain… baba meray dil ko tasali hay…
Baba may nay os din kisi say sunna kay jab kisi ki jaan ja rahi hoti hay to os kay apnay osay lainay attay hain… Baba aap ain gay na mujhay lainay?.?.?
Miss u 2 !
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Aap ko to yaad ho ga… aksar sotay may daronay khawab jaga diya kartay thay. Asay ma aap meray bistar kay sath baith jatay aur mujhay pyar say thapki detay howay dobara solah detay thay. Aksar ma apka hath pakar kar gaal kay neechay rakh kay soh jati thi, darr tha kahin
ma soh gai to aap chalay na jain. Phir asa din bhi aya jab Khuda ki raza say aap dur chalay gay, par baba, ye to batain itni dur ho kar bhi apko meri khabar kesay rahti hay?.?.? Kal raat hamesha ki tarhan khawabon nay ah kar daraya, phir achanak aap ah gai aur 3 kanch kay phool meray hath ma thama kar chalay gai… Baba bohat hiran hoi, apko abhi tak meri wo baat yaad hay kay mujhay phool pasand nahi... khubsorat to bohat hotay hain magar paidaar nahi... murjha jatay hain… Pyaray baba, ye kanch kay phool meray khiyaloon kay guldaan ma hamesha sajhain gay…
Aaj aap bohat yaad ah rahay hain baba jani… Yaad hay aik dafa, jab kisi ki shadi say ham saab ghar lautay thay? Ma aap ki godh ma baith gai aur aap say poochnay lagi, baba meri shadi kab karain gay? Aap nay galay laga kar bola, jab parh likh kar bari ho jao gi… Ma besakhta hasi thi (tab samnay kay do doodh kay daant nahi thay aur aab yahi sooch kar hasi ah rahi hay) aur phir pal bhar may is sooch nay ah girah aur apnay nanhay hathoon say aap ka chehra apni
taraf mutwaja kar kay poocha tha… ''phir to ma dur chali jaon gi baba, aap kia karain gay ? '' Tab aap nay kaha tha, ma jahan jaon gi aap meray sath jain gay… aur ma mazid hiran ho kar poochnay lagi, baba aap meray susral ma kia karain gay ?… To aap nay bari sanjidgi say sooch kar kaha, tumharay liye kahana banaon ga ! Ap ki ye baat sunn kar may behad kush hoi thi… 'maslah-e-kashmir' jo hal ho gia tha baba… Aab sharam atti hay, daykhain na kitni bari ho gai hoon…
Baba bohat piyaray din guzaray par pata nahi aaj wo akhri din kio rah rah kay sataah raha hay. Janay say aik mahina pahlay aap kis kadar bimar ho gai, kowat-e-binai bhi bohat tezi say jati rahi. Doctors nay jawab dey diya tha, aap ghar ah gai thay… aur ma sadah ki budhu samjhi aap theek ho gai hain !!! Baba ghar ma kisi nay bataya bhi to nahi aur shaid is may samajhdari thi unki. Aaj mujhay wo akhiri din bohat yaad ah raha hay ... aap TV kay samnay sofay pay baithay thay hamesha ki tarhan aur ma hamesha ki tarhan aap kay kadmo ma ah kar baith gai... Daykhna to mujhay TV hi tha par aap ko hirat say daykhtay howay meri ankhain bhar ain thi… Is bar aap daykh nahi TV sunn rahay thay... pahli bar meray pass lafz kaam par rahay thay so chup chap aap ko daykhti gai… Phir achanak, aap nay hath agay barhaya aur meray chehray say baal hata kar meray ansoo pooch diye aur phir kuch kahay begair sofay say taik laga kar chup chap baithay rahay… Par baba aap to daykh nahi saktay thay… aap nay kesay jana meri ankhoon may kia hay?.?.?
Dil say dil ko rah hoti hay… hay na baba !?!
Agar ye sach hay, to baba jab ma apki kabar apnay hathoon say dhooti hoon, kia apko mahsoos hota hay? Kia gulab ki pation ki mahak, aap tak jati hay? Wo jo 3 candles jalati hoon jin ki madham si roshni say meri ankhain jhil milati hain, kia apko dikhti hain? Taang nahi karain baba... Bataain na baba bataain na please baba please bata dain… !!!
Acha baba maat roain ma bhi chup kar jati hoon… pata kia baba, apki ladli jo hoon isi liye zidi hoon, badal to nahi sakti par baba sudhar zaroor gai hoon. Bas Baba bohat piyar hay aap say aur os say kahin zada Imaan hay mujhay apnay Khuda par. Aab aap jis ghar may rahtay hain wahan koi kami aur taklif nahi… Wahan to rahmatain barasti hain… baba meray dil ko tasali hay…
Baba may nay os din kisi say sunna kay jab kisi ki jaan ja rahi hoti hay to os kay apnay osay lainay attay hain… Baba aap ain gay na mujhay lainay?.?.?
Miss u 2 !
