aslam u aliakum ....dosto my name is saddan ...age 18 years ........mein ap sub doston ko ek reall story batane ja raha hu .... mein ek decent family se taluk rakhta hu ...apne ghar walon se buht pyaar karne walon mein se hu .....handsom gudluking mere dada g k time se hum sub mein hai .....bahar hal mein mein apni life pe atta hu
aj se 11 month phele ye sub shuru hua mere sath .....mein aur mera dost ....hum 1st class se ek 2sre ke sath hein .....aur aj hum b.com kar rahe hein ......mere ussi dost ka raviya mere sath ....kuch theek nahi tha ..... i mean wo thora larkiyon k jese behave karta raha hai mere sath .... aur wo mujhe kahin kisi k sath jane nahi deta tha .... wo hamesha chahta tha tha ke saddan uske sath rahe yani k mein uske sath rahun .....mein dosti samjh kar uska khayal rakhta tha .....mene socha its ok .....balke wo mujhe apni family k sath bi jane nahi deta tha ...wo bolta tha hum dono sath jaenge toh hi chalenge .......mujhe ye bat kuch hazam nahi hoti thi .......me gussa hua aur bola whats wrong wid u bro .......kya chahte ho tum ....wo bola ke saddan yaar mein majbur hu i m sorry but plzz meri bat man lo ....mene bola kesi majburi batao ...nahi batai usne ....ahista ahista sub kuch esse hi chalta raha ....ek din phir esa kuch hua aur mene gusse se usse chorne ki bat ki ......wo wohi pe behosh ho gaya ....mein usse hospital le gaya toh doc ne bola sadme mein behosh hua ....mene socha yaar meri toh puri lag gayi ab kya karu mein .....mene socha its ok .... dua ki ke sub theek ho jaye ..... phir bi 2 salon tak ye sub chalta raha ......beeche mein jo kuch hua wo bilkul thek nahi tha mene sabar kiya ....zindagi ka full maza lene ki koshish ki khush rehne ki koshish ki lekin wo hamesha mere beech ata raha mein kahin ghoomne tak nahi ja pa raha tha ....iss beeche gusse se mene uspe hath bi uthaa depressed hoke ....phir bi wo mar na jaye issi liye mene apni khushiyon ko dabaya and jesa usne kaha wessa kiya ....wo tailer bi hai usne shop kholi takke saddan sara din mere sath ho .....tab wahan pe mein roz jata tha ..... wahan pass hi mella laga tha toh shop band karke hum wahan gaye ....wahan pe uski tabiyet kharab hui .....mein usse shop pe leke ayya ....pucha us se wo chup tha .....phir mene ignor kiya nahi pucha dobara .....adhe ghatne ke bad humara jhagra hua kareeb raat ke 12 baje the .....eid ki season thi .....toh shop der tak khuli thi .....achanak usne apne balon ko khenchna shuru kiya aur light bi usi time chali gayi thi .....wo utha aur bhagna shuru kiya sunsaan jaga thi wahan pe zameen pe jake beth gaya mujhse kaffi dur ....mein dhundta raha usse .....toh koi betha tha mujhe laga ye wohi hai .....mein gaya toh ye ro raha tha .....aur mujhe bola ke saddan koi aurat hai ......mene bola koi nahi hai ...chalo ...toh mene usse uski kammar pe hath rakh ke normaly uthaya .....wo uth ke thandi ahen bharne laga ajeeb se nazar se dekh raha tha andhera tha mene ghor nahi kiya .....uska ghar bi pass hi tha wahan pe leke jane laga mein usse .....toh wo larkhara raha tha mene phir kamar pe hath rakha ...usse sambhalne k liye phir wo ajeeb si feeling karne laga ....mujhe hug kiya usne .... aur bilkul larkiyon ki tarha ....mene dur kiya use ...uski tabiyet ki waja se ignor kiya phir mene usse danta wo hosh mein ayya ....lekin jese kuch hua hi na ho ..bus chup chup tha ...uske ghar ke pass aye wo nahi ja arha tha raat thi mene socha iski hi sun leta hu ...mene pucha toh bolne laga shop pe .....mein use shop pe le gaya ....wahan pe wo mujhe hug karne laga mere gale ko kiss karne laga ....mene use kaha ........oye kya hua yaar tu kabse essa ban gaya .....to wo bola mein tere liye itne sal w8 kar rahi hu aur tum ho ke .......wo bola kar rahi hu ....mene bola what u mean kar rahi hu ....wo bola usko choro mere kareeb ao ....wo tha toh mera dost lekin ankhen band thi kio larki bat kar rahi thi .....usne mere hath achanak se apne chati ki taraf rakhe ..... mere neck pe kiss karne laga .....bol rha tha tum meri jan ho mein tere bina nahi reh sakti .....tumse buht pyaar karti hu tum meri jan ho ye sub bolne laga aur kaffi kareeb aa gaya mere ..... mujhe buht bura lag raha tha jub wo mere kareeb tha wo mera dost tha .....lekin koi tha uske andar koi larki
achanak wo mujhe chumna shuru ho gayi .....2 mint ke bad khud chali gayi aur mera dost neeche gir gaya ...uske dant mile huwe the mene churaye aur wo hash mein ayya .....chup tha mene bola bhai jao apne ghar meherbani karo .........wo kuch nahi bola usne bola chorke ao mujhe mein use chorke ayya wo chala gaya .....mein apne ghar chala ayya .... itni raat gaye bhabi kapre sil rahi thi toh mein unke pass gya aur dinner leke ayi wo ....mene unko sub bataya unhon ne bola saddan dhiyan rakho ye koi aurat hai jo uske waseele teri taraf anna chahti hai .....me nahi dara becoz bachpan se humari family quran namaz ki paband rahi hai ..... mene namaz quran parhta tha mene bola its ok sub theek ho jayega .....suba ko mene us se pucha to wo chup tha nahi bata raha tha ........issi liye usne majburan bola ek pari hai jo tujhse pyar karti hai bachpan se mere andar hai lekin tere liye .......mene bola phele q nahi bataya toh bola usne mana kiya hua tha lekin ab toh wo khud raat tujhse mili na toh usi ki ghalati hai mene thori na bataya phele tujhe ......iss beech jo hua buht lamba hai ..... mein ek larki se pyar karne laga us se shadi karna chatha tha issi liye engagment karne k lyie mene mumma ko bataya aur phir uske agle din se meri tabiyet kharab hui .... matlab bht zyda kharab .....ek besukooni aa gayi ....wo besukuni jan lene ke barbar thi ....achanak ho gaya ye sub mein samjh nahi paya kaffi pareshan ho gaya .... aur ye sub chalta raha .......meine bahar jana chordiya ....smjh nahi paya q ho raha hai 2 month ke bad mere dost ke andar ayi aur mere sath badtameezi ki .....aur meri hone wali mangeter ....ki bi tabiyet kharb hone lag gayi .....wohi sub kuch hota tha uske sath jo mere sath hone laga .....wo ek nek larki thi ibadat guzaar thi mujpe jan chirakti thi .....bardasth karte aa rahe hein aj tak hum .......aur wo aurat bhootni hindu hai kese jayegi hamein chorke nahi janta ...mein buht handome khobsurat tha aj meri halat buht kharba hai meri faince ke sth bi yehi ho raha ai .....mera w8 63 tha .....slim tall lrka tha mein achi khasi body thi meri ....aur ab mera w8 52 hai ....aur mujhe dekh k koi nahi kaehga ke ye larka 18 years ka hai ......iss beech kaffi martaba us bhootni se mil chuka hu mein uska kehna hai ke tera khoon chooosna hi meri khorak hai .......dosto ....11 month takleef k liye buht hote hein .....mein chahun toh suicide kar sakta hu .....lekin mein ALLAH ko naraz nahi kar sakta .... aur mein janta hu meri aur meri faince ya toh theek ho jaenge ...ya toh mar jaenge .....bus phir bi mayoos hu apni life se .......abi bi meri tabiyet kaffi kharab hai aur kisi ko pata nahi chalta isse kya hua hai ....plzz guyzz dua karen hum theek ho jaen .....24 hourse takleef ho buht zyda takleef 11 month tak buht time hotta hai .....in 11 months mein kabi bi theek se khush nahi hua kabi bi khul ke hassa nahi .....ghut.ta aa raha hu ...... meri koshish hai peeron fakiron pe jane ki .....jitna ho rahah ai mein kar raha hu .lekin ALLAH ki zaab buht bari hai .......plz dua karen humare liye ....plzz dosto .....ALLAH hafiz
aj se 11 month phele ye sub shuru hua mere sath .....mein aur mera dost ....hum 1st class se ek 2sre ke sath hein .....aur aj hum b.com kar rahe hein ......mere ussi dost ka raviya mere sath ....kuch theek nahi tha ..... i mean wo thora larkiyon k jese behave karta raha hai mere sath .... aur wo mujhe kahin kisi k sath jane nahi deta tha .... wo hamesha chahta tha tha ke saddan uske sath rahe yani k mein uske sath rahun .....mein dosti samjh kar uska khayal rakhta tha .....mene socha its ok .....balke wo mujhe apni family k sath bi jane nahi deta tha ...wo bolta tha hum dono sath jaenge toh hi chalenge .......mujhe ye bat kuch hazam nahi hoti thi .......me gussa hua aur bola whats wrong wid u bro .......kya chahte ho tum ....wo bola ke saddan yaar mein majbur hu i m sorry but plzz meri bat man lo ....mene bola kesi majburi batao ...nahi batai usne ....ahista ahista sub kuch esse hi chalta raha ....ek din phir esa kuch hua aur mene gusse se usse chorne ki bat ki ......wo wohi pe behosh ho gaya ....mein usse hospital le gaya toh doc ne bola sadme mein behosh hua ....mene socha yaar meri toh puri lag gayi ab kya karu mein .....mene socha its ok .... dua ki ke sub theek ho jaye ..... phir bi 2 salon tak ye sub chalta raha ......beeche mein jo kuch hua wo bilkul thek nahi tha mene sabar kiya ....zindagi ka full maza lene ki koshish ki khush rehne ki koshish ki lekin wo hamesha mere beech ata raha mein kahin ghoomne tak nahi ja pa raha tha ....iss beeche gusse se mene uspe hath bi uthaa depressed hoke ....phir bi wo mar na jaye issi liye mene apni khushiyon ko dabaya and jesa usne kaha wessa kiya ....wo tailer bi hai usne shop kholi takke saddan sara din mere sath ho .....tab wahan pe mein roz jata tha ..... wahan pass hi mella laga tha toh shop band karke hum wahan gaye ....wahan pe uski tabiyet kharab hui .....mein usse shop pe leke ayya ....pucha us se wo chup tha .....phir mene ignor kiya nahi pucha dobara .....adhe ghatne ke bad humara jhagra hua kareeb raat ke 12 baje the .....eid ki season thi .....toh shop der tak khuli thi .....achanak usne apne balon ko khenchna shuru kiya aur light bi usi time chali gayi thi .....wo utha aur bhagna shuru kiya sunsaan jaga thi wahan pe zameen pe jake beth gaya mujhse kaffi dur ....mein dhundta raha usse .....toh koi betha tha mujhe laga ye wohi hai .....mein gaya toh ye ro raha tha .....aur mujhe bola ke saddan koi aurat hai ......mene bola koi nahi hai ...chalo ...toh mene usse uski kammar pe hath rakh ke normaly uthaya .....wo uth ke thandi ahen bharne laga ajeeb se nazar se dekh raha tha andhera tha mene ghor nahi kiya .....uska ghar bi pass hi tha wahan pe leke jane laga mein usse .....toh wo larkhara raha tha mene phir kamar pe hath rakha ...usse sambhalne k liye phir wo ajeeb si feeling karne laga ....mujhe hug kiya usne .... aur bilkul larkiyon ki tarha ....mene dur kiya use ...uski tabiyet ki waja se ignor kiya phir mene usse danta wo hosh mein ayya ....lekin jese kuch hua hi na ho ..bus chup chup tha ...uske ghar ke pass aye wo nahi ja arha tha raat thi mene socha iski hi sun leta hu ...mene pucha toh bolne laga shop pe .....mein use shop pe le gaya ....wahan pe wo mujhe hug karne laga mere gale ko kiss karne laga ....mene use kaha ........oye kya hua yaar tu kabse essa ban gaya .....to wo bola mein tere liye itne sal w8 kar rahi hu aur tum ho ke .......wo bola kar rahi hu ....mene bola what u mean kar rahi hu ....wo bola usko choro mere kareeb ao ....wo tha toh mera dost lekin ankhen band thi kio larki bat kar rahi thi .....usne mere hath achanak se apne chati ki taraf rakhe ..... mere neck pe kiss karne laga .....bol rha tha tum meri jan ho mein tere bina nahi reh sakti .....tumse buht pyaar karti hu tum meri jan ho ye sub bolne laga aur kaffi kareeb aa gaya mere ..... mujhe buht bura lag raha tha jub wo mere kareeb tha wo mera dost tha .....lekin koi tha uske andar koi larki
achanak wo mujhe chumna shuru ho gayi .....2 mint ke bad khud chali gayi aur mera dost neeche gir gaya ...uske dant mile huwe the mene churaye aur wo hash mein ayya .....chup tha mene bola bhai jao apne ghar meherbani karo .........wo kuch nahi bola usne bola chorke ao mujhe mein use chorke ayya wo chala gaya .....mein apne ghar chala ayya .... itni raat gaye bhabi kapre sil rahi thi toh mein unke pass gya aur dinner leke ayi wo ....mene unko sub bataya unhon ne bola saddan dhiyan rakho ye koi aurat hai jo uske waseele teri taraf anna chahti hai .....me nahi dara becoz bachpan se humari family quran namaz ki paband rahi hai ..... mene namaz quran parhta tha mene bola its ok sub theek ho jayega .....suba ko mene us se pucha to wo chup tha nahi bata raha tha ........issi liye usne majburan bola ek pari hai jo tujhse pyar karti hai bachpan se mere andar hai lekin tere liye .......mene bola phele q nahi bataya toh bola usne mana kiya hua tha lekin ab toh wo khud raat tujhse mili na toh usi ki ghalati hai mene thori na bataya phele tujhe ......iss beech jo hua buht lamba hai ..... mein ek larki se pyar karne laga us se shadi karna chatha tha issi liye engagment karne k lyie mene mumma ko bataya aur phir uske agle din se meri tabiyet kharab hui .... matlab bht zyda kharab .....ek besukooni aa gayi ....wo besukuni jan lene ke barbar thi ....achanak ho gaya ye sub mein samjh nahi paya kaffi pareshan ho gaya .... aur ye sub chalta raha .......meine bahar jana chordiya ....smjh nahi paya q ho raha hai 2 month ke bad mere dost ke andar ayi aur mere sath badtameezi ki .....aur meri hone wali mangeter ....ki bi tabiyet kharb hone lag gayi .....wohi sub kuch hota tha uske sath jo mere sath hone laga .....wo ek nek larki thi ibadat guzaar thi mujpe jan chirakti thi .....bardasth karte aa rahe hein aj tak hum .......aur wo aurat bhootni hindu hai kese jayegi hamein chorke nahi janta ...mein buht handome khobsurat tha aj meri halat buht kharba hai meri faince ke sth bi yehi ho raha ai .....mera w8 63 tha .....slim tall lrka tha mein achi khasi body thi meri ....aur ab mera w8 52 hai ....aur mujhe dekh k koi nahi kaehga ke ye larka 18 years ka hai ......iss beech kaffi martaba us bhootni se mil chuka hu mein uska kehna hai ke tera khoon chooosna hi meri khorak hai .......dosto ....11 month takleef k liye buht hote hein .....mein chahun toh suicide kar sakta hu .....lekin mein ALLAH ko naraz nahi kar sakta .... aur mein janta hu meri aur meri faince ya toh theek ho jaenge ...ya toh mar jaenge .....bus phir bi mayoos hu apni life se .......abi bi meri tabiyet kaffi kharab hai aur kisi ko pata nahi chalta isse kya hua hai ....plzz guyzz dua karen hum theek ho jaen .....24 hourse takleef ho buht zyda takleef 11 month tak buht time hotta hai .....in 11 months mein kabi bi theek se khush nahi hua kabi bi khul ke hassa nahi .....ghut.ta aa raha hu ...... meri koshish hai peeron fakiron pe jane ki .....jitna ho rahah ai mein kar raha hu .lekin ALLAH ki zaab buht bari hai .......plz dua karen humare liye ....plzz dosto .....ALLAH hafiz
