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soei ki tik tik kisi hathorey ki manind sar main lagti mehsoos ho rahi hay.... pichley teen ghantey sey karwat badal badal k aajiz aa chuki hoon .... lagta hay sans kaheen seene main phans gaya ho.... dill kisi dobti nayya ki manind dol raha hay.... ajab iztarabi kafiyat hay.... apni is halat sey tang aa k main nay jaise hi uth k khirkhi ka pat khola aik yakh basta hawa ka jhonka jism main kapkapi ki lehr dora gaya... baloon ko donoon hathoo.n sey pechey karte howe nazar aasman pe ja dehri.... chodween ka pora chand nihayat udaas aur tanha tanha sa laga khud apni manind...... sardi ki shiddat sey kuhr thi ya shaid meri hi aankhain hi dhundhlaai hoi hay... kuch kuch dhundhula dhundhula sa manzar hay.... ........ shaid hala hay chand k gird.....ha..la...hala​
mohabbat ka bhi ajab hala hota hay.... jab aap k gird kincha ho tu aap ko mun duniya k siwa kuch nazar hi nahi aata.... dill raechey k sab sheshoon pe mohabbat oss ban k girti hay aur manzar dhundhula deti hay..... aur jab mohabbat ka hisaar tota hay tu aik aur halaa aan khinchta hay... udaasi ka... be aitabari ka...​
us k apni zindagi main aa jane sey goya meri qainat mukammal ho gai thi.... usey merey baghair neend na aati thi.... merey bazo pe sar rakhey ghantoon sota... jo zara dair ko bazo hatati har bara k uth jata aur naraz ho jata.... jo kabhi koi dukh milta tu kuch na kehta sirf zano pe sar rakh k late jata... aur main samajh jaati k wo pareshan hay.... ajab hala tha ...ajab hisaar tha.... phir pata nahi wo kab bara ho gaya aur mujhe pata hi na chala....​
"Mama, kyu meri taraqqi ki rah main aateen hain.... main sab kuch aap k leye tu kar raha hon... aur mera hay koun?"​
" mer mujhe kuch nahi chaheye .... main aise hi khush hon bas tum dor na jao"​
"uff ho mama ... kaise samjhaoo.n main yahan nahi reh sakta.... abb main bacha nahi hon jo aap ki ungli pakrey pallu thame chaloo.n....... mujhe jana hay..."​
aur usey jana tha so chala gaya.... shaid kabhi na aane k leye....pehley usey merey bazo pe sar rakhey baghair neend nahi aati thi........ ab mujhe nahi aati​
 
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Diary said:
soei ki tik tik kisi hathorey ki manind sar main lagti mehsoos ho rahi hay.... pichley teen ghantey sey karwat badal badal k aajiz aa chuki hoon .... lagta hay sans kaheen seene main phans gaya ho.... dill kisi dobti nayya ki manind dol raha hay.... ajab iztarabi kafiyat hay.... apni is halat sey tang aa k main nay jaise hi uth k khirkhi ka pat khola aik yakh basta hawa ka jhonka jism main kapkapi ki lehr dora gaya... baloon ko donoon hathoo.n sey pechey karte howe nazar aasman pe ja dehri.... chodween ka pora chand nihayat udaas aur tanha tanha sa laga khud apni manind...... sardi ki shiddat sey kuhr thi ya shaid meri hi aankhain hi dhundhlaai hoi hay... kuch kuch dhundhula dhundhula sa manzar hay.... ........ shaid hala hay chand k gird.....ha..la...hala​
mohabbat ka bhi ajab hala hota hay.... jab aap k gird kincha ho tu aap ko mun duniya k siwa kuch nazar hi nahi aata.... dill raechey k sab sheshoon pe mohabbat oss ban k girti hay aur manzar dhundhula deti hay..... aur jab mohabbat ka hisaar tota hay tu aik aur halaa aan khinchta hay... udaasi ka... be aitabari ka...​
us k apni zindagi main aa jane sey goya meri qainat mukammal ho gai thi.... usey merey baghair neend na aati thi.... merey bazo pe sar rakhey ghantoon sota... jo zara dair ko bazo hatati har bara k uth jata aur naraz ho jata.... jo kabhi koi dukh milta tu kuch na kehta sirf zano pe sar rakh k late jata... aur main samajh jaati k wo pareshan hay.... ajab hala tha ...ajab hisaar tha.... phir pata nahi wo kab bara ho gaya aur mujhe pata hi na chala....​
"Mama, kyu meri taraqqi ki rah main aateen hain.... main sab kuch aap k leye tu kar raha hon... aur mera hay koun?"​
" mer mujhe kuch nahi chaheye .... main aise hi khush hon bas tum dor na jao"​
"uff ho mama ... kaise samjhaoo.n main yahan nahi reh sakta.... abb main bacha nahi hon jo aap ki ungli pakrey pallu thame chaloo.n....... mujhe jana hay..."​
aur usey jana tha so chala gaya.... shaid kabhi na aane k leye....pehley usey merey bazo pe sar rakhey baghair neend nahi aati thi........ ab mujhe nahi aati​
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ahan lovely sharing sis : ) oar ye sub such hai aksr asa hi hota hai aj kal {}{r54 btw
very well written :-bd keep sharing :p :p
 
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depress ker dya...................................{(cray)}
 
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mein nhee araha........................sleep(}
 
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{}{78iu who...................kuch zruri kaam hai :rolleyes:
 
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