"My Curse"

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How i wish you could feel the pain i endure.
The little bricks that form the pyramid within me.
The wrinkles on my face when i smile.

I smile alot. A whole lot.
Whenout the door
, i smile.
A mask that has been put on autopilot.
My automatic response. Reflex.


I am sad, i smile.
I am happy, of course i smile.
I am angry, i smile some more.
I am dying from all the pain, i smile more than ever.


How i wish you could feel the pain i endure.
The little bricks that form the pyramid within me.
The laugh lines on my face when i smile.


My smile is my shelter, my gift, my curse.
I wish you could understand how each little brick layered one on top or another,
Could form my mighty pyramid.
But my smile is always there.


Even when i am dead you cannot see how fake i am.
Alright then, i'll smile on.


O how i wish you could feel the pain i endure.
The little bricks that form the pyramid within me.
The curse that is my smile.

 
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